Thursday, April 30, 2009

Haze

The polluted haze around my brain
the cloud thickens and drives me insane
when will it rain?
When will I change?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Fuck Me If I'm Wrong


Fuck the world and it's thick fog of ignorance!
Fuck stupid people who have no tolerance.
Fuck hatred and fuck greed!
Fuck everyone who can't see
that diversity is what we need.
Fuck everybody that is stuck on their cloud.
Fuck people who fear change because they're too proud.
Fuck genocide and fuck religious war.
Fuck all those who think they know
what we are fighting for.
Fuck the homophobic and fuck all the racists.
Fuck airport security for "profiling" terroists.
Fuck people who claim to be accepting.
Fuck the people who look in the other direction.
Fuck religious leaders and fuck politicians.
Fuck muslim extremists and trigger happy christians.
Fuck the chosens ones who call themselves the elite.
Fuck all religious activists
who don't practice what they preach.
Fuck anybody who is offended by this.
Fuck you all,
because without eachother we couldn't exsist.
Fuck it all, we have to get along!
and you know what...
Fuck me if I'm wrong!
--Carina Fosse--
-24-02-09-

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I'm not a Butterfly, If I've Never Flown


Nourished and protected, safe external womb
In my cocoon, I will not sprout my own wings
If I don't learn to fly, here will be my tomb
Bound like a marionette, captured by strings
Under their control, these wires imprison me
Tied to these ropes, I can't experience things
I need to crack open my shell and break free
Break out of this egg, see the world on my own
Escape before there is no world left to see
I'm only a puppet, I can't stand alone
I'm not an eagle, if I stay in my nest
I'm not a butterfly, If I've never flown
Carina Fosse
17.04.09

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Epistemology, Simply


what you believe, what you know to be true
knowledge is beliefs and truths, justified
it can not be knowledge if it can be denied
true knowledge can never be taught to you
Carina Fosse
-11-09-2009-

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Stones

I know not to burn bridges,
but I still seem to clutter my paths
I know how to put out the fires,
but I'll get stuck, knee deep in ash
Every mountain I climb
is just another stone
blocking my path
my path back home
Every bump I hit
I'll bring it along
Every rock I carry
makes me strong
I pick up every pebble
every stone, every boulder
I just keep adding to the weight
the weight on my shoulders
every rock I pick up
keeps weighing me down
But I'll never let them go
even if they make me drown
My collection of stones,
my past , my story
my tradegies and triumphs
my sadness, my glory
I'm attached to my stones
I treasure my collection
what every stone represents
I have no recollection
my stones are a part of me
I cannot deny
I'll carry these stones
until the day I die
---Carina Fosse---
12.10.2008

I Want It All

I WANT IT ALL



I got something
but it's not enough
I get nothing
but a tease and a touch

I don't want everything
I wan't it all
I ask for nothing
but I feel it call

I feel passion
I feel lust
but this strange desire
I most definitely can't trust

Inspired, yet
sickened by my thoughts
wanting to come out
but don't wanna get caught

Desire so strong
provoking my fears
erotic and wrong?
I've wanted it for years

Maybe I'm all messed up
maybe I need to feel alive
maybe all my desires
don't need to collide

Offer it to me
Don't make me decide
as strong as it is
I still haven't tried




Carina Fosse
August, 2000

Friday, April 3, 2009

A True Leader (Barack Obama)

he speaks with such certainty of a vision so clear
he has a dream and like Martin,
he knows how to get there
he radiates hope that a change is gonna come
he has a plan and give us all hope
that we have needed for so long
we shall overcome, we shall win this race
we will hear the sweet sound
the sweet sound of amazing grace
this new grassroots movement has stretched across this earth
so many people, with so many reasons
all pray for a political rebirth
he's a modern day hero and he is a true leader
he reaches out to everyone
from the homeless to the blog readers
he took us from muddy waters to mountains high
crossed valleys deep and rivers wide
change can happen, if we try
from the roots, through all the struggles and all the grief
from the civil rights movement
to a black Commander in Chief
the world is changing, he is proving it to us
he is now sworn into presidency in god we trust
he is making history and brings us hope from fear
whatever happens down the road, remember that we have made it here
Swing low sweet chariot because change has come
We have gathered and we have won!
but at the same time change has just begun
Change is gonna come
Change can happen
and Change has begun
carina fosse
21-03-09

GET OUT

Your out of my life
But still on my mind
Your this empty feeling
That will hopefully go away with time
This churning feeling at the bottom of my gut
An itchy scab formed from a tiny cut
Your out of sight
But your still all I see
Worrying about you
Still keeps me in misery
I want you out of my aching head
I’m sick of wondering if your dead

Get Out of my skull
Get Out of my mind
Get Out of my heart
Or get back in my life

I cannot be with you
I wouldn’t survive
I don’t want to see you
I just want to know that your alive
I’m sick of not knowing where you are
Except unreachable and incredibly far
Your driving me insane
You still cause me pain
When will this change?
Will you ever get out of my fucking brain?
Your constant tapping at my bone
We haven’t spoken,
but please leave me alone!

Get Out of my skull
Get Out of my mind
Get out of my heart
Or get back in my life






---> Carina Fosse